EnchiladaOfDoom

It had been a month of maybes. Inconclusiveness. A month full of tests, each one promising an end to our worries. One by one, each test came out positive. Finally, it was decided. The maybes were not longer just maybes. They had instead manifested into one rather large yes. I didn’t take the yes as hard as I thought I would. I was still going to do everything I'd ever wanted to. I had even created ways to deal with the excruciatingly embarrassing side effects that probably wouldn't even effect me for another forty years. I had a plan. I was ready to continue with my life. Then that beautiful Wednesday afternoon nap turned everything u

The weeks preceeding that halloween party I admired him from afar. He was stunningly gorgeous, bitingly sarcastic, and smart. This sort of combination rarely is seen in one package. His dark amber eyes matched his dark amber hair, and while he talked with our mutual friend, I stared. Soon enough Samantha knew of the boy, and her eyes stared at his right along with mine. Samantha did all the talking when prompted, I was too busy lost in his eyes. I never worried about his eyes meeting mine, I had always been invisible. Then I was invited to that Halloween party, complete with cake doused in rum and hard liquor to share. I was choking back so